How much longer are you going to go on and on about depressing things?
It ends now.
What’s your point anyway?
Ketamine got me through the final few years just before I began TMS treatment. And honestly, I did not think I would make it through those years. But Ketamine kept me going. But that was hard.
But I do not need Ketamine anymore. I have TMS now.
I still need medication. But the combination of TMS and medication has almost completely stopped intrusive thoughts of violence and death. Almost. And almost is Heaven.
How long will it last?
It’s lasting for a period that gets longer every day. I guess we’ll find out how long is lasts with tweaking and boosters. I am hopeful. I have never been hopeful. And it’s real.
Do you have anything more to say?
I’m not saying anything about intrusive thoughts anymore.
Well, that’s probably not true. Because if you have any questions, I will answer those.
But I’m switching subjects. I am putting TMS, CBT, CBD, ECT, OCD, MDD, GAD, MOT, ETC on the shelf.
What will you write about now?
I will write about my dog. Because Bella is funny every minute of the day.
Look into Ketamine and TMS if you are in certain types of pain.
Because who knows.
xoxoxo, d and bella
P.S. My boyfriend’s in Time Magazine this month CLICK THE HEART . 🤎
If this works, I’ll die.
No. It didn’t work. But I will figure out how to make a clickable link heart.
In the meantime. My boyfriend is HERE AT THIS HERE LINK RIGHT HERE.
There’s a paragraph that begins with “I had a certain expectation of……….
I have the EXACT OPPOSITE response as the author.
I’m wondering what you thought.